Friday, June 08, 2007

Do you ever take drugs so that you can have sex without crying? Yeah, yeah!

The other night, I found out that someone I had sex with a few years ago is HIV positive. And was at the time that we fucked.

Didn’t really make a huge impression at that moment—we were safe, I’ve been tested multiple times since then, I’m negative, blah blah blah.

Still, as the night went on, it started to freak me out a little. The fact that I had sex with someone I trusted (ie, not a random bar hookup) and that that little tidbit remained consciously concealed. To this day! (Well, until a couple of days ago, anyway.)

Crazy.

3 Comments:

Blogger raven said...

Ugh. Yeah that is a total mind fuck. I have not had the exact experience as you, but it still fucks with your head even though you know everything is cool and fine. That you did things right and tests have proved that over and over.

2:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

YEah, that freaks me out, too. Of course, I've always thought I was a little stupid for believing that a person could tell me he's negative and it's true.

3:01 PM  
Blogger e.e. said...

Just like you, in the post below, I had one of those "I can't believe I got myself into one of these sitautions" moments during sex.
I went home with a guy after drinking afew martinis, drove completely drunk and followed him to his place, and had crazy hot sex. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
It was, I beleive, my very first one-night stand. The guy ran his own porn sites, too.
The next morning I thought, ok, wtf??? I am so F""n lucky to be alive, no. 1, and, not carved up, and, no. 2, I am lucky my ass isn't all over the internet.
Who knows. Maybe it is.
Scary.
And it IS amazing how many woman probably do this on a daily basis. One of my closest friends hooks up constantly, and I know she doesn't chose safe sex.
STUPID! Why do sex and drugs make us so stupid??????

11:48 PM  

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